Wednesday, October 9, 2019

Salamat sa mga SCHOLARSHIPS

Salamat sa mga Scholarships
(Menggay, October 9, 2019, 5:36 am)

Ako’y buong pusong nagpapasalamat
Sa mga mabubuting ahensya na nagbibigay ng scholarships sa mag katulad kong maralita. 

Apat na scholarships ang nagpatapos sa akin sa aking pag-aaral. 

Sa Dalit National High School, pag Valedictorian ka, may academic scholarship ka na. Salamat po sa aking mga guro na gumabay at nagtiwala sa aking kakayahan. 

Sa Municipality of Pilar, may allowance ka na buwan-buwan.

Sa dalawa ko pang scholarships, DOST at sa agency (sorry, nakalimutan ko ang pangalan, but it’s for indigenous students).

Libre po ang aking tuition, may allowance pa po. Hindi po naging problema sa aking mga magulang at sa aking mabait na late Uncle Lando ang aking pag-aaral. 

Sa second year college po, nahalal din ako na SK President. Kumikita na po ako ng pera sa edad na 17. Yun po ang aking pinangtustos sa aming mga pangangailangan. Yun din po ang ginamit ko para makatulong sa ibang mga tao. 
Lagi po akong bumibili ng mga pagkain at ulam para po sa ibang mga kamag-anak at kapitbahay namin. 

Ang lahat ng biyaya na ipinagkaloob po sa akin ng Panginoon ay ipinamahagi ko rin po sa iba. Napagtapos ko na rin ang aking kapatid na lalaki at isa na siyang nurse. Nakapagtapos din ng nurse aide ang isa kong kapatid na babai. Napatayo ko na rin ng maliit na bahay ang aking pamilya. Hindi pa rin tapos pero mas mainam na kesa noon. 
Malaking pasasalamat ko sa lahat ng mga ito. Alam kong hindi ko deserve pero alam kong mahal ako ng Panginoon. 

Sa aking masteral naman, ipinamahagi ng aking asawa ang kanyang benefits na nagseserbisyo sa bansang Amerika. Dahil sa serbisyo nya sa military, nakamit ko ang pangarap na makakuha ng masteral an akala ko hindi ko na kailan man maisasakatuparan. 

Minsan, ang mga gusto natin ay di natutupad dahil ang plano ng Panginoon ay mas malaki at mas maganda. Sabi nga niya sa Jeremiah 29:11, “For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you.” 

Salamat, Banal na Ama! Buong buhay akong magpapasalamat sa yo. 

Tuesday, October 8, 2019

"Land of Bondage, Land of the Free", by Raul Manglapus

The tao does not come here tonight to be judged-// but to judge!// Hear then/ his accusation and his sentence.//
I indict the Spanish encomendero// for inventing taxes impossible to bear:// I indict the usurer for saddling me with debts impossible to pay.//
I indict the irresponsible radical leaders/ who undermine with insidious eloquence/ the confidence of my kind in our government.//
You accuse me of not supporting my family.// Free me from bondage/ and I shall prove you false.//
You accuse me of ignorance.// But I am ignorant because my master finds it profitable to keep me ignorant.// Free me from bondage / and I shall prove you false.//
You accuse me of indolence.// But I am indolent/ not because I have no will,./ but because I have no hope.// Why should I labor/ if all the fruits of my labor/ go to pay an unpayable debt?// Free me from bondage/ and I shall prove you false.//
Give me land.// Land to own.// Land ‘unbeholden to any tyrant.// Land that will be free.// Give me land for I am starving.// Give me land that my children may not die.// Sell it to me,/ sell it to me at a fair price./ as one freeman sells to another/ and not as a usurer sells to a slave./// I am poor, / but I will pay it!// I will work,/ work/ until I fall from weariness for my privileges,/ for my inalienable right to be free.//
BUT IF YOU WILL NOT GRANT ME THIS… // If you will not grant me this last request,/ this ultimate demand,// then build a wall around your home//… build it // place a sentry on every parapet!… for I who have been silent these three hundred years/ will come in the night when you are feasting,/ with my cry, and my bolo at your door.// And may God/ have mercy on your soul.

Saturday, June 15, 2019

Closer to You

Thank you, God, for making me closer to you.
If it wasn't because of 700 Club US and Asia, I wouldn't have known where I am today.

Praise God, for He lifted my arms when I can no longer raise them.
I raised my arms high enough and released the pain.
He carried me when I can no longer move.
He gave me strength when I was weak.
He wiped away my tears when I can no longer smile.
I wept loudly and he embraced me.
He opened my heart when I can no longer breathe.
He brought me back to life, now I am free.
Free from depression, free from pain
Free from frustration, free from anger
Free from disappointments, filled with contentment
Free from despair, now filled with hope
Free from agony, now filled with faith.

All glory to YOU, Dear God.

Your once lost daughter, now a renewed woman.
Charmane

Saturday, January 19, 2019

Teaching Like an Artist

Teacher as an Artist
( I used an acrostic app to create this acrostic poem.)

A is for Alluring, so attractive
    Like artists, we as teachers create alluring designs to attract our learners’ likes and interests; be it in the physical environment of our classroom or the content of our lesson. I don’t know how to draw or paint but I find ways to create artistic designs for my classroom. I normally ask my 8-year-old daughter to draw or make a poster as an example for my students to follow on a certain activity. We make collages, we create art from found objects or no cost materials. We design print materials, we add drawings to our essays or made-up books.
R is for Ravishing, an entrancing beauty
    There is beauty in every art. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. We as teacher-artist create beautiful things and we learn to appreciate the little things. We use attractive places or persons to connect to our lessons or to encourage our visions. We have the power to transform spaces and objects to attract real experiences.
T is for Tantalizing, thrilling the senses
Thomas Merton states,  “Art enables us to find ourselves and lose ourselves at the same time.” I couldn’t agree more. As a teacher-artist, we design our lessons that would appeal to our senses and to our students’ sense. We learn to use our sensory details when trying to explain or write a story. We become aware of how others may react to what they hear, say, smell, taste or feel. We value our students’ senses and we learn to adjust accordingly. We learn to communicate in the way that we want our students to communicate to us. We develop a style and we learn to be observant and diligent at identifying our students’ needs.
I is for Interesting, truly fascinating
    An artist creates interesting, fascinating art that makes the audience puzzled sometimes. Teachers also build and discover activities that would foster the sense of discovery and exploration for our students. These activities would elicit problem-solving skills and discipline for our students.  
S is for Savvy, skilled with the know-how
    An artist learns how to use tools, materials or resources to be able to create a fascinating art. For us teachers, we do the same thing. We keep on researching, inventing, building, designing and weaving ideas to improve not only our teaching styles but to adapt to each of our students’ needs and interests.
T is for Tenacious, not one to give up
    We keep trying, as an artist. We keep exploring. We develop art-making skills. We don’t give up. We just keep experimenting. We keep thinking outside the box and beyond lectures. (Discussion Week 2)
Charmane Joy Belleza
01/16/2019



Friday, January 4, 2019

Happy 10 Years to us, Facebook

Thank you Facebook! We’ve been through a lot for the past 10 years, but you were just there to listen and watch us go through our journeys. You have helped us communicate with our loved ones, through joy, entertainment, even in our pains, our sorrows etc. You were/are a confidant that stayed true even when all the people in the world were against me. You were my friend when I was depressed. You were the joy when I couldn’t fathom the pains I had to endure. Through you, I found what I am looking for. Only Him knows how grateful I am for you. 

Wednesday, January 2, 2019

It all starts with GRATITUDE!: A Letter to my Self for 2019

It all starts with GRATITUDE!: A Letter to my Self for 2019: Dear Self, First of all, I want to commend you for a job well done in 2018. You've explored and overcame many impossible things; thin...

A Letter to my Self for 2019

Dear Self,

First of all, I want to commend you for a job well done in 2018. You've explored and overcame many impossible things; things you thought were not important, meaningless. You have exemplified that true greatness is not in your hands, it's in God's. You have wondered, you found the answers. You were hopeless, you found hope. You were depressed, you were lifted. You were exhausted, you regained strength. You were angry, you found calmness. You were frustrated, you found contentment. You were resentful, you found meaning. You were lonely, you found joy. You were lost and alone,  you found a companion. 

This year will be more meaningful to you. Your hopes will flourish and wishes will be granted. Your service to others will be influential. Your prayers will be answered. Your relationships will grow and your purpose will be unlocked. You will never be alone anymore, instead, you will be guided accordingly. The pain and the struggles of your past will then be erased and be turned into valuable testimonies that will provide hope and impact on other's lives.  Your experiences will be cherished and will create a collage of God's love for you and your family. 

May you continue to grow as a person. May you walk with and for God. May you be guided by the Holy Spirit in everything you do, because all you want is peace and camaraderie amongst others. May you receive the best in everything, because you've tried your best all along. May you prosper in all aspects of your life, as God has promised you to have. May you practice patience and perseverance as you wait for God's grace to arrive. May you be blessed abundantly and be grateful in every way. May you be kind always, and treat others the way you want to be treated. May you always be the representation of Jesus in all things possible. May God grant you PEACE. Amen. 


Your self, 
Charmane 
01/02/2019



MY KIDS ARE MY PINEAPPLE PRINCESSES




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Please watch them on the Youtube link above.
They are so cute!
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